my name is jessica and this is what i look like.
you can call me chesmoles or chester. i'm 24 and i'm fucking crazy.
i vent about my life a lot. i post a lot of shit about music, movies, and tv. oh, and there will probably be a lot of naked people and sexual shit.
feel free to say hello.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
If this empty and alone feeling doesn’t go away soon, I don’t know what I’m going to do. I can not feel like this anymore. I’d honestly rather be dead than feel this useless. I can’t keep a job, I don’t have many friends and I’m a terrible friend to the people I am friends with, I can’t keep a relationship, I’m not going to school, I live at home (despite moving out twice), I don’t have any real things that I’m even good at, I barely even keep in contact with my family…the list goes on. Its sad that the only time I feel like I’m worth a shit is when I show my tits on the fucking internet. I’m 24. I should have a grasp of my life by now. I’m just so scared of everything. I quit my job at McDonald’s because I was told I was worthless, and I didn’t think I deserved that. 3 years later, I’m realizing they were right.
