my name is jessica and this is what i look like.
you can call me chesmoles or chester. i'm 24 and i'm fucking crazy.
i vent about my life a lot. i post a lot of shit about music, movies, and tv. oh, and there will probably be a lot of naked people and sexual shit.
feel free to say hello.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
i’ve been in this quicksand for quite some time. i just try to brush it off and i don’t usually vocalize it much. i’m currently trying to work on making things better for myself, but it’s hard and it’s making me realize just exactly how unhappy i really am. i’m actually no longer friends with anna, which is adding to this feeling that i have because of how i’ve treated her in the past because i have been a terrible friend to her and i never realized exactly how bad of a friend i was until it was too late. also, jonah is my ex boyfriend. jonah and i broke up 16 months ago. jonah wants to remain my friend, but he does a fucking terrible job at that, because nothing really has changed since we broke up and he still insists that i’ll never have a chance to be with him again. i’m an idiot for sticking around there, though. i just would rather be miserable and have someone to hold me at night to try to make me feel better than be miserable and alone all the time.
